the way . or purely him?

she once thought that...

she's amazed by the way he lives life, work hard and play even harder
she's inspired by the way he works, always going for the extra miles
she's delighted by the way he shares his fun-crappie talk about life and people
she's influenced by the way he thinks about the universe and its rules

so...
she thinks he's sophisticated as he seems to know a little bit of everything

tonight, she pondered and asked again... is it really the way or him? she wonders...

little. little things that enlightened my heart

i'm enlightened because...

i. the lady boutique owner remembered my name even after such a long time since my last visit there. perhaps this is the advantage you get for being a long-term loyal customer. and of course, it still comes with the 30% discount. a colleague once trying to brag that she holds a vip card from the boutique which entitles her a 10% discount with any purchase. after having heard of that, i sniggered as i walked away from her working cubicle.

ii. i made a mug of good coffee in my favourite coffee-making mug. it's a cheap and not so good looking mug with my favourite cartoon character print on it - the snoopy! but i have been using it from my first job till now, and it has been faithful to me for being able to turn any coffee made in it into a great one. and the good news is, i am bringing it to my new work place next week!

truth hurts

truth hurts. it hurts beyond what you can imagine. beyond what you can take.

i need to find a secret place to hide this vulnerable heart. it needs to be kept carefully and only the right one will be able to locate and unlock it.

till then, till the next new beginning, something's gonna end first.

crying from the inside

i wanna cry. i just feel like it now...

reasons:
i am tired
i am overwhelmed with life issues . all at the same time
i am anxious of knowing the answers
i am losing my patience waiting for the replies
i start doubting myself
i am empty on the inside
i am insecured
i am not who i am now
i promised someone who loves me from above that i'll stop missing somebody on earth

i miss him.
his shi-llarious-ness. his stupidness. his crazyness. his magic.
... for one last time ...

never take NO?

i have this book with the title printed big on its red cover sitting right in front of my lappie since this morning! it's a second-hand book that i bought from an english bookstore in shibuya a month ago. i am not here to tell about the book, but why i have it sitting on my working table? i needed it simply because i think the title helps to keep my chin up in the midst of fighting with life issues. it may sound silly but i hope it helps :P in a way, or so...

i smell that fall is on its way

it rained a little on monday and weather has been getting better each day since then... the late night chilly wind blowing down Shinbashi as the two stood at the crossroad waiting for each other to come up with 'what's next' confirmed that fall is on its way...

walk it like you talk it

sr : hey, i can't walk a straight line! guess it's just too much of Umeshu!
bd : haha!
sr : i really can't walk a straight line! see!
bd : why do you have to walk on a straight line? you walk your way and the way you walked will take you to your destiny! it's not neccessary that you have to walk on a straight way all the time!

how many times in life you have a good buddy that will always stand by your side no matter how 'drunk' are you?

even just for that one time, it's enough to last!