i smell that fall is on its way

it rained a little on monday and weather has been getting better each day since then... the late night chilly wind blowing down Shinbashi as the two stood at the crossroad waiting for each other to come up with 'what's next' confirmed that fall is on its way...

walk it like you talk it

sr : hey, i can't walk a straight line! guess it's just too much of Umeshu!
bd : haha!
sr : i really can't walk a straight line! see!
bd : why do you have to walk on a straight line? you walk your way and the way you walked will take you to your destiny! it's not neccessary that you have to walk on a straight way all the time!

how many times in life you have a good buddy that will always stand by your side no matter how 'drunk' are you?

even just for that one time, it's enough to last!

love bypass..es..

...He ran an electrocardiogram and found that I needed several 'love bypasses' since my arteries were blocked with loneliness and could not provide for an empty heart...

126yen's happiness

the search of the lost happiness continued from thursday midnight to a rainy friday night... from the convenient store nearby to the supermarket across the road... followed by another convenient store located in another part of the town she lives, then hyaku yen shop next door, and finally she found her lost happiness from a 24-7 i-7-eleven late Friday night! happily she forked out some coins from the wallet, counting them in front of the lady cashier

...100yen, 10yen, 10yen, 6yen...

making up to a total of 126yen! the lady cashier was staring at her one kind, a bakka gaijin, she might probably thought! but who cares? does she care? not a single second!

leaping out happily one hand holding her handbag, laptop bag and umbrella, another hand with the found happiness - Papico!

walking in the rain with a joyful heart as she enjoyed the sweetness of Papico along the way back home!

back to reality

if only one day i discovered that my soul searching journey is a stupid decision due to the stubborness in me that has refused to accept the universal rules . it'd be scary!

if only one day i found out that i no longer have the urge to break the universal rules, it'd be scary too! that would be the day i need to rediscover myself!

maybe it's time to turn off the resistance button hidden in me. maybe it's right to just go with the flow. maybe i should stop insisting to live the way i wish to live.

free to love. freed to love

to be able to love freely is nevertheless one of the most beautiful episodes that could ever happened in one's life

but there's always another type of love that requires more, to free to love. to free your loved one if you love him or her enough, to free yourself if you love yourself more than anyone else on earth